It was still raining. It was
raining when it started, it was still raining. Hellen hated the rain.
James was tired of her hating. She always took it out on him on her
own schedule. She had quit caring. Somewhere the caring had gotten
whittled away, flushed away by the rain.
It was raining, and James was unhappy,
but he kept with his duties. He took on both of their chores when she
decided to quit. James did them to stay alive and have something to
fill his time. He wasn't bothered by the rain so much as to not go
out in it. He had good foul weather gear that he maintained with
care. Hellen never went outside. She hated the rain. She had never
been out in it, except to arrive in a dash to the house. It was still
raining. Lightning flashed and the drops never ceased, only
varied.
James had been spending more time
outside recently. He had started giving up. He had tried. But he was
tired of failing. He was tired of not getting through the hatred. As
long as it rained, Hellen hated. It was still raining.
James liked being in the rain. It let
him recall a time when they were happy. And he loved the exhilaration
of the lightning. It reminded him of the excitement they used to feel
between them when they decided to emigrate. So positive, so in love,
life was magical and thus a challenge. Happiness was something lost,
slipped between his fingers out between the drops. He saw himself
going out into the rain to look for it.
It was still raining. You couldn't
escape it except by staying inside the center of the lower housing
section and drown out the sound. It was still there, but below audial
threshold. But Hellen still heard it. Hellen still hated it, and
James was tired of her hatred.
He knew that if the rain stopped, her
hatred would go on. It had lived in her ever since he met her. He
never saw it, though, until after they were married. Hellen didn't
dare show it until after they were married. James was getting to
where he couldn't deal with it on any level. Whatever he could do to
avoid being with her, he did. It didn't make her easier to tolerate
when he was at the house. And there were no neighbors
near the data tracking station where they lived.
Hellen grew worse, cursing strings
every time he came in the door. He sometimes turned back and went
back outside where she would just not follow. She was focusing her
hatred on him, since he was the only other living thing that entered
the house. But he still didn't want to hurt Hellen.
At least what desire that was there
was well under check. He would leave her before he would hurt her.
She hurt enough already.
But she was becoming less and less
bearable as time went on. He had rigged a cot in the main equipment
building, using a spare canvas and some electrical tubing. It
crinkled as he moved in it, and it wasn't very soft, but it was more
comfortable than in the house.
He had put it together after one
particularly bad episode when Hellen started screaming at him without
pause. He left the house and went and made the cot. He waited until
he saw the lights go out inside before going in and retrieving food
for his dinner. He stayed out in the shed for three days, the
composite roof not nearly as insulated from noise as was the roof of
the house. But he would rather have heard the constant drumming than
what Hellen was dishing out.
When he had returned, she was less
violent, but no less hateful. The rain continued to faIl.
It was the following week that he
found himself almost cocking his arm to punch her. He gathered his
rain gear, a weeks worth of trail rations, and headed out the door.
He just started walking away from the house. He headed in the general
direction of their nearest neighbors, according to the map, some
sixty miles away. He found their house four days later. He knocked on
the door and heard no reply. He tried the knob and found it open.
The stench hit him immediately. Inside
he found two bodies, bloated, deteriorating. One, the male, had a
pistol in his hand. The woman had had her face blown away. James was
not surprised. He wrapped the bodies in blankets and drug them
outside, wearing a mask made of part of his shirt. He found
disinfectant and started cleaning the house, airing out the smell of
rotting flesh. It took nearly an entire day before he had eliminated
the odor. It never stopped raining. He had checked the calendar to
find out that the monthly delivery was due in four days. He sat and
waited inside, staying dry for a change. He finally relaxed.
The delivery truck arrived while he
was asleep, and he barely woke in time to catch them before they
left. He called the man inside.
"Hey, the people who lived here are
dead."
"You don't live here?"
"No. I was living east of here. My
wife drove me out of the house. I think that she is losing it, and
she wouldn't accept any help that I tried to give her. I left before
what happened here happened at my place."
"What happened here?"
"He shot her and then himself."
"Oh. Murder/suicide. You cleaned the
place up?"
"Yes."
"You walked all the way here?"
James nodded.
"You just walked out on her?"
James nodded again.
"So are you staying here?"
"I want to ride with you back to
spaceport. I want off this world."
"Don't have room for a passenger at
the moment. I'll notify Central that you want to transfer. I'll check
in on your wife. Anything else I can do?"
James shrugged. "Make it quick. I
really don't want to stay here. And I'm sure that my wife wants to
leave as well. I just don't want to leave with her. I've had all of
her that I can take. I don't want to end up hurting her."
"Sure thing." The driver returned to
the truck and left in the direction from which he had come. It was
still raining.
James waited. He waited a week as
the rain fell. He waited a second week as the rain fell. He waited a
third week.
He got tired of waiting and decided to
go back to his house to check on Hellen. The trek took another four
days.
He arrived to find the delivery
truck parked beside the house. Next to the back door was the corpse
of the driver. James judged that he was three weeks dead from the
stage of rot.
He went in the door. "Hellen." he
called. He heard a noise in the other part of the house, then
footsteps. She immediately started screaming at him for all sorts of
reasons, all running together in her verbal assault. He turned to go
out the door, and she redoubled her intensity.
"I'm going to drive
the truck to the station and get us transferred off-planet. I also
plan on filing a divorce. After this, I don't care to see you again.
Had you not killed him, we would have probably been gone from this
planet by now."
He left, not looking back, got in the
truck and started up the motor. He drove about a mile away from the
house and started to access the navigational log. What he saw puzzled
him. All that showed on the map was a twenty two thousand square mile
area with a black line around it. Outside was white space. He looked
for the return route and found it after about ten minutes of
experimentation. He set off along the route.
It took seven and a half hours of
driving, which he split into two parts, taking a much needed nap in
the cab. What he found at the end of the treacherous drive was a wall
some six hundred feet tall, colored to match the gray sky. He really
didn't see it until he was close enough to spot it through the rain.
But when he did, he realized the reason for the black line around the
map. He wondered what was on the other side before moving on toward
the opening in the wall that the map indicated as the warehouse. He
drove the truck inside, out of the rain, and parked.
He was immediately joined by a group
of people that were at first jokingly happy to see him, until they
realized that he was not the driver. Then they were all business.
"Where is Frank?"
"Dead. My wife killed him."
"Oh. Is your wife still alive?"
"She was when I left the house."
"And you need a ride back after
returning the vehicle."
"No. I don't want to see her again. I
want off-world. I want a transfer to a different planet."
"I see. Follow me."
James turned around to see the rain
behind him, still falling beyond the garage entrance door. He went
where he was shown. They led him into a mess hall and served him a
meal. There were others about, but no one but the man that ushered
him through the halls paid any attention to him. He was full of
questions, but the manner in which he was treated left him feeling
uneasy about asking anything.
He ate the meal without much interest.
The primary thing that kept him quiet was that he was away from the
rain. He couldn't hear it falling through the massive structure. As
he finished the meal, he felt sleepy. A yawn brought a question to
him as to whether he would be wanting a bed. He nodded, feeling his
eyes grow heavy. He was led a short distance down the halls, and he
fell into the bed that was offered to him. He didn't even bother
getting out of his clothes.
When James woke, he noticed the
faint patter of rain on the roof. When he got his eyes open, he
realized that he was home. This bothered him that he would be brought
here without being notified or even wakened. He rose groggily from
the bed and walked through the house. Hellen was nowhere to be found.
He checked on the back porch and the corpse of the driver was gone.
He sat down and tried to figure out the pieces of the puzzle that his
situation presented him.
What first bothered him was that he
was back at the house, obviously not going to be transferred. But
slowly, the realization that things were working beyond his knowledge
began to seep into his mind. Hellen had killed a man, and she was no
longer present. He had arrived in place of a man overdue. He was now
home. He went around the house, looking for a vehicle. There was
none, though there were signs of there having been one there
recently.
His being returned without his consent
or knowledge led him to believe that the authorities didn't want him
to transfer off-planet. The presence of the wall and what he saw of
the map had changed his concept of reality about the planet. Why he
had been returned to his house led him to believe that things were
other than stipulated in his contract.
The driver's reaction to the news that
the couple whose house he had first used as sanctuary from Hellen's
constant hatred were dead took on new meaning. In hindsight, it was
as if he had almost expected them to die.
And his death at Hellen's hands was
the reason for her disappearance. She would have not left the house
except by force or deceit. He surmised that they couldn't afford to
leave someone that killed drivers on the loose. He figured that if
she had killed a neighbor, they wouldn't have bothered. He surmised
that they were here for study, as participants in an experiment.
Everything fell into place at the
supposition. He was a test subject to test human reaction to constant
rain. It angered him that he was denied his rights and utilized in
such a manner. He checked the cabinets and found them to be stocked
with food.
He busied himself with packing food
and preparing his foul weather gear. He estimated the trek to take
two weeks hiking through the mud. He finished and ate a full
meal.
He rested the rest of the day as far
as his emotions would let him. He spent his time looking for clues in
the computer that would add to his ideas. He found little, but it
kept him busy and resting for the journey.
He slept uneasily and left the next
morning into the rain.
The thirteen days of walking
through the rain and mud did little for his disposition. But he
arrived within sight of the wall. He was close to where the door had
been, but he avoided the direct approach, leaving the sets of mud
tire tracks and heading to the wall directly. Thus he approached the
door walking along the base of the wall.
As he neared the opening, he pulled
his gun. He waited for several hours in a bush that grew a few yards
from the door, since the access was sealed. He waited until a truck
approached and the door opened. He stood when the truck passed
through, and he was inside in less than a minute.
He walked casually, trying his best to
appear as if he belonged there. He walked to the area where he had
seen men changing clothes during his first visit. He found an open
locker with clothes that would fit him.
The jump suit offered little
concealment for the weapon, so he picked a travel bag, placed the
weapon in it, and slung the strap over his shoulder. He walked out of
the room and walked deeper into the facility. He found a lobby that
had a map of the complex. There were others about, but he went
largely unnoticed. What was mostly noticed was the length of his
hair. In his recent solitude, it grown considerably longer than the
norm of those that worked there. He figured that it was no big deal
and would cause more trouble were he to try to get a haircut.
He spotted a location on the map that
was labeled HQ. He determined how to proceed and headed in that
direction. He was allowed to pass with no resistance. He made his way
to the door and was met by a guard.
"Authorized access only. You need a
hair cut."
James pulled the pistol and backed the
guard into the door. He turned him around, once past the door, then
knocked him out with the butt of the pistol. He quickly grabbed a man
in a different colored jumpsuit from what everyone else wore.
"I want to know what has happened to
my wife."
The man started to struggle, but James
crammed the pistol in his face. He subsided, though the act brought
plenty of attention. He raised his voice. "Anybody does something
stupid and people start dying." He pressed the pistol harder into the
face of his hostage and walked him into a private room.
"Now I want some answers, or you're
dead. I don't care what happens to me at this point. So if you want
to live more than a few more minutes, give me honest answers. I know
enough of the basics to tell if you are lying to me. Lie to me, and
I'll kill you."
"Who are you?"
"I'm one of your test subjects that
got wise. Now tell me the purpose of this place."
"What do you know?"
"Doesn't matter. Tell me the truth, or
you're a dead man."
"This is Test Facility 981. Rainy
climate test center."
"Don't stop there unless you want to
stop forever. Details."
"We take test subjects and see how
they respond to adverse situations. Here, the factor is an unending
rain. Families are set up in homes in isolated locations to see how
they respond."
"And what have you learned, except
that man isn't a duck?"
"Many things. We've learned how best
to prepare people for assignment in rainy locations. We have learned
where stress starts and how it builds. We have learned where in the
brain that adaptations are made to such an environment."
"How?"
"Autopsy."
"Do any of the subjects get
transferred off-planet?"
"Not yet."
"None survived that long, heh? Where
is my wife?"
"Who is your wife?"
"The one that shot one of your
drivers.
"In the lab undergoing study."
"Is she alive?" James pressed the
pistol harder against the man's throat. There was a knock at the
door. "Answer me."
"No. She is dead."
"How did she die?" James called
outside the door. "Stay out or the boss man dies." He jabbed the gun
again at the man.
"Lethal injection that wouldn't
interfere with the study."
"Bring the computer up on line. I want
information."
The man complied.
"A map of the complex. Also a map of
the world outside the wall."
These were provided, and James stored
them in quick access. Exterior maps showed that the region was a
series of areas contained within walls as was the one he had called
home. Each area was labeled with the primary factor of difficulty.
There were hundreds of cells on the map, and as he checked further,
he realized that it was just a fraction of the total. His ideas of
destroying the immediate complex now seemed futile.
"Why do you use innocent people? Why
not use convicts and the like?"
"We do. They are just not enough."
"So you use innocent dupes that want
to go to start over, that won't arrive until everyone that they knew
from the past is long dead."
He turned to the map of the complex.
He was thinking frantically of a way to bring this to an end when he
felt a tingle to his nerves. He saw the man crumple before him, and
he followed in short order, passing out. His last thought was that
he'd never get the chance to stop it.
He woke in a straight jacket in a
padded cell. What woke him was the sound of someone talking. He
couldn't make out the words, being muddled. When he came awake, the
voice stopped. He sat in the corner as comfortably as he could
manage. He stayed there for hours with no one entering the cell. He
was sure that he was being watched by cameras, though he could not
find any. Miniaturization precluded any certainty that there were no
cameras, thus he assumed that there were, just as he assumed that the
houses had been monitored on a random basis. Eventually a man came in
with a container under his arm.
"What is that?"
"Your dinner."
"I need to take a dump."
"Be my guest."
"Where? There's no toilet."
"Try your pants." He shut the door
behind him. "Now don't get stupid and try something."
"Why should I?"
"Because I'm going to feed you."
"I'm not hungry."
"You're going to eat, like it or
not."
"What's involved?"
"I put this tube down your throat and
flip a switch. The pump fills your stomach with food."
"No thanks."
"You don't have a choice in the
matter, except whether I rough you up for resisting."
"May I just swallow it? Do you have to
cram it down my throat?"
"You can't swallow that fast."
"Okay. But don't tear me up doing it.
I'll cooperate."
The man approached him and placed the
tube down his mouth. He was about to kick the man when a voice
sounded in his mind. "Don't do it. He'll have your lunch if you try
it."
He stopped, then felt a rush down his
throat. The tube came free. The man stood. "That's good. Just keep it
up, and we'll get along fine." He tapped on a hand pager, and the
door opened. He left, securing the door shut. James sat there,
wondering where the warning voice had come from.
He found no answer. He sat there,
working the soreness of his throat in an attempt to ease the
discomfort that lingered from the tube. Nothing happened for several
hours, and he found himself drifting off to sleep.
James dreamed as he slept, of a
group of telepaths opposed to the rule that governed the planet,
working within the system to weaken its efforts. He dreamed that this
group wanted to help him escape from his prison, but he was warned
that patience was needed. He would have to appear to cooperate at
every turn. He woke, remembering the dream fully, something he very
seldom did. He sat and waited.
An hour later, two guards arrived and
escorted him to a room. He was seated in the only chair, still
wearing the straightjacket, strapped in place so that he could not
rise. The guards left him there.
Ten minutes passed, and he sat
patiently until a man entered. He was relatively short, balding, wore
wire rim glasses, and had an evil look to his face, as one who
enjoyed the art of interrogation.
"James Lucon. Did you enjoy the
rain?"
"Not particularly, but I
persevered."
"Yes. So it notes on your record. Tell
me, why did you use force yesterday?"
"I no longer wished to be a test
subject. My first encounter led me to believe that I had no
alternative. When peaceful means fail to gain honesty and fair
treatment, then a show of force is sometimes needed."
"I see. So what you did was
precalculated?"
"To the degree possible, from my
limited scope of the situation."
"You are certainly being cooperative.
Has anyone briefed you, advising such a course to you?"
"I have seen no one that has offered
advice."
"Heard, but not seen, perhaps?"
"Is that possible without
documentation?" replied James.
"You reply with a question."
"I do not understand the
reference."
"You've heard no voices speaking to
you?"
"I assure you that I have no
schizophrenic tendencies."
"You evade my question."
"Since I am unaccustomed in dealing
with such fantasies, I tend to elaborate. Should I have heard voices?
Are you piping in subliminals?"
"Why did you attack the compound?"
"To gain knowledge in a hope to escape
the confines of testing."
"Our records show that you have gained
access to information that makes you no longer useful as a test
subject."
"So then kill me, as you did my
wife."
"Did she mean something to you?"
"In the past, yes. Recently, her
hatred blocked out what relationship existed. I was ready to leave
her."
"And you blame us for that?"
"Naturally."
"Hmmm. You are amazingly frank for a
man in your position.'
"I have nothing to lose."
"There is a certain level of comfort
that you still possess."
"It means little to me at this point.
I feel that there is no escape possible for myself. My future is
forfeit."
"Do you resent that?"
"Extremely."
"Yet you remain calm."
"Composed, not calm."
"Ah. The difference. Very well. James
Lucon, we are going to use you as bait. We have something of a
security problem. If you wish to avoid torture, you will cooperate.
Am I clear?"
"Quite."
"There is a group of telepaths working
within our rank and file. They are very adept at avoiding
apprehension. It is our desire to use you to capture them. Would you
be willing?"
"I do not know enough to have an
opinion."
"Do you wish to escape torture?"
"It would be preferred, yes."
"Very well. In the meantime, we wish
you to let your thoughts remain open. If you are contacted by a voice
in your mind, listen to it, ask questions. Ask that you be told of
their identity before you will trust them. Tell them that you will
not cooperate without their trust in you."
"Wouldn't that simply lead these
telepaths to abandon me?"
"Perhaps, but they will interested in
you. We are willing to be take that chance."
"As you wish."
"Such a sensible attitude." The man
turned and left. The guards returned and escorted him to his
cell.
As soon as he settled down, the voice
returned. "You can help us with this plan. There are those that we
would like to see eliminated. It would make our work easier. Are you
willing?" James nodded mentally. "Good. We will get back to you."
The rain was still falling in
James's mind. The same man that had interrogated him before entered
the room. "You heard these voices?"
"Yes, I did. I didn't believe you
before. Now I do."
"How many did you hear?"
"Three different voices. They
sometimes spoke together, in a group. But it was usually one at a
time."
"Did you get any names?"
"Not at first. They were reluctant.
Then I shut them out, claiming that they were using some trick to
mislead me. They stopped for a while, but then they returned when I
almost kicked a guard for force feeding me too roughly. They warned
me not to kick him. The next day, they gave me their names
indirectly. Harold, Greg, and Lawrence. Last names, I did not
receive. But from what they said, they all seem to hold some position
of security clearance. They seemed to know things."
"Like what?"
"Schedules, plans, things like that.
Nothing that they told me as fact, but it was mixed in the
conversation, to be surmised. Corrections, supplements,
reminders."
"Very well. I'll check with records
and see what we find. I'll be in touch later."
James was led to a room with the
see-through side of a two-way mirror. He listened to the conversation
on the other side of the mirror. With the description in mind, he
listened to the voices of the men talk.
"The one with the beard sounds like
one of the voices I heard. Sounds very much like him."
"Very good. We'll get the next group
in."
The men in the other room were called
out and a fresh group were brought in. James sat and listened. He
still heard the sound of the rain and wondered if he would ever
forget the sound while he still lived.
"The blond one. He was the first to
contact me."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm sure that it sounds like him. I'm
not sure if it is him."
They were led out, and James fingered
the third man from the third group. After they were led away, the man
turned to him. "You picked the only Greg, the only Harold, and the
only Lawrence from the groups. We appreciate the assistance. You know
that they will be after you. They will try to kill you for this. They
will keep you awake at night, hounding you with their voices. They
will try to get their revenge."
"Perhaps. I doubt that they will be as
rough as you would have been."
"You are quite reasonable."
"How will they try to kill me?"
"That is our second phase of the trap.
It will probably be through your food. Poison. We'll keep a close eye
on the food preparation area for signs of someone tampering with your
food."
"I see."
James was contacted and told that two
men were shot trying to add something to his food. They told him of
the next part of the plan.
James was brought to the control
station. "Yes. This is the place I saw. I didn't quite expect it, but
they messed up during an interruption. Back there. I saw it
briefly."
"Do you see anything?" asked the
interrogator of an assistant.
"There is a box back here."
"Don't touch it. We'll get the
disposal crew out here." He turned back to James. "You seem to be
doing rather well for us. Five of their agents and one sabotage
attempt. I hope to see more."
"Then look." James, now trusted enough
not to be placed under heavy guard, kicked out his right foot into a
panel. Panic swept those around him for the two seconds that they had
left.
High voltage went down the
communication lines to the central computer switching frame, and it
jumped the leads to the planetary control center lines. This caused
the main controlling system used on the planet, which regulated all
the cells planet-wide and gathered the data from each cell, to go
down, turning all the read/write cycles to spew garbage throughout
the storage banks. The room exploded, causing a chain reaction on
other levels.
In return, the remote systems on the
network received garbage for commands and everything connected went
down in an insane response. James never lived to see his revenge. He
died in the explosion, as did his interrogator. But every cell shut
down its control systems.
James never lived to hear it or see
it, but outside, the rain let off and finally stopped.