"How is she, Doc?"
"Oh, nothing to worry about. She just
fainted when she got a little too much radiation when the reactor
melted down. Let her rest a little while, and she'll be just fine.
Nothing serious."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. Now why don't you go on and let
her rest undisturbed. You look like you could use some rest. You
probably got a bit of exposure yourself."
"Oh, it's more my being tired from
fighting the out of control robots than anything. I'll be fine as
soon as I catch my breath."
David sighed and hit the remote
control. The television screen stayed on, but the sound was muted.
"It's amazing how ignorant people were about nuclear energy back in
the early fifties. It almost seems comic. And that scene where he
pulled the only cadmium control rod from the reactor and used it as a
weapon against the robot. Like it would fit back into the slot after
a series of impacts like that. Sure was powerful stuff for cadmium.
It's amazing just how ignorant people were."
Sarah replied, "Yeah, like the movie
with the uranium hand grenades. As if you could reach critical mass
with that little uranium."
"So what is up next?"
"A new one, 'Major Enviro vs. Dioxin
Man and the Mercury Gang' . Sounds like a yawner. A one concept
movie, no doubt."
"Most of the new ones are, especially
with titles like that. Probably no better than 'Forest Man and the
Attack of the Ninety Foot Bull Dozer' . You'd think that we'd get the
point without having to resort to this sort of trashy screen writing.
No wonder our IQ is dropping in this country. Everything important
issue comes out as cartoons or camp movies. Whatever happened to the
planet of Munimula, aluminum spelled backwards? Now it's nothing but
good vs. evil, with no gray middle ground and no wit."
"Cost. Producers aren't willing to
redo a production to get it right. It's 'Do it under budget and on
time, and if quality suffers, big deal, it made money.' Quality is no
longer a cinematic criteria. You just aim it at the eleven year old
mind and crank." Sarah took the remote from David and changed
channels. On the screen came was the title, "Uranium Man vs. the
Blood Beast."
"Oh, I've seen this. This is where the
alien makes men pregnant."
"This I'd like to see."
"Take my word for it, even for a
loser, it's a real loser."
"Because men get pregnant?" she
asked.
"No, that is the good part. Actually,
it plants it's offspring in men's bodies for hosting, like some
insects do. It's the rest of it that is lousy. Uranium Man is the
worst hero I've ever seen. Really stiff dialog."
"Pregnant men and stiff dialog. Sounds
hot." Sarah smiled coyly.
"If you are referring to half-life,
true, but only if. Find something else to watch."
Sarah flipped through the channels
until she came across the remake of "The Ooze." They settled in and
watched.
David walked into the plant
with heavy eyes from staying up too late, watching the movies on TV.
He entered his office, and in the foyer in the place of Laura, his
usual secretary, was another woman. She had dark hair, dark make-up,
a dark dress, and black finger nails. On the desk, she had placed a
sign that read, "Wicked, evil, mean, and nasty." She looked up at him
with a smile on her face that didn't set all that well with him.
"Where is Laura?"
"She is out on sick leave. I'm from
temporary services."
"Oh." Rather than continue the
conversation, he went into his office and called his supervisor
Harris. "What is the matter with Laura?"
"Some circulatory disorder. Very low
blood pressure. The doctors don't know what it is yet. It seems she
can't stand up for long without passing out. She's out
indefinitely."
"She didn't get an exposure, did
she?"
"None on the records. All her badges
showed clean. We checked that first thing and notified the doctor at
his request. Besides, there hasn't been anything on site yet that is
that hot."
"So who's this new woman? I'm not sure
I like her. What's her name?"
"You didn't introduce yourself? Her
name is Lucinda. Don't make the mistake of calling her Cindy."
"I didn't get much sleep last night,
and from the looks of her, I'm not sure that I wanted to. She's not
what I'd call standard for temporary services. Rather weird for a job
of this sensitivity. What is her record like? Is she qualified?"
"So her record shows. What is wrong
with her, except her appearance?"
"Well, she put a sign on her desk that
struck me as odd."
"What did it say?"
"Wicked, evil, mean, and nasty."
"Well, it's probably designed to keep
the sexual harassment down."
"Well, if it didn't fit her appearance
so appropriately, I'd probably overlook it. But it seems to fit, and
she seems to like the fit. Harris, I'm not at all sure that she will
do."
"I'll grant that she is a bit
eccentric looking, but she is within the dress code, and she knows
physics."
"If you have her records handy, give
me the last three placements where she served. I want to find more
about her before I give an approval."
"Suit yourself, but you will have to
find proof that she is not worthy before I pull her. We have already
gone to the trouble of briefing her." Names and numbers came from
Harris.
David called the three and found
nothing disturbing except the rumor that her favorite romantic
paraphernalia was a stapler. Apparently that was just hearsay, the
sort of thing that someone in an office would say as an excuse when
striking out when asking for a date. David was not happy. He called
Laura at her house and found that she was not doing well, but was not
in any pain. She just had to remain in a horizontal position unless
she had help at hand. A nurse had been assigned to her during the
day.
Then he called Sarah and warned her
that he might not be in a good mood when he got home and to not
bother coming over without calling. He explained why.
"It sounds like one of the movies we
saw last night." Sarah giggled.
"Please don't add fuel to the fire. My
imagination is dreadful enough as it is."
"She's probably not so bad once you
get to know her."
"I hope not. But she really gives me
the creeps."
"It's probably just your
imagination."
"I hope so, though I don't usually
react to people this strongly upon first impression. I just get the
feeling something is not right with her. There is something about her
that just doesn't jive. Not sure what."
"Give her a chance. She is probably
quite good. Otherwise, she wouldn't be with a temporary service. They
have pretty high standards for hiring. They can't stay in business if
they send out just anyone."
"Maybe so."
"Just calm down and give her a
chance."
"It won't be easy. You haven't seen
her."
"Just keep an open mind. You're
usually pretty good about that."
"I'll try. Call before you come
over."
"Okay. Hope to see you tonight."
David sat at his chair for several
minutes thinking about how he could justify replacing the new woman,
but he found no reason that would hold. He buzzed her and asked her
into his office. She entered with a walk that was very suggestive,
and it only reinforced his desire to be rid of her.
"Lucinda".
"So, you've been talking about me,
huh?"
"I. . . . ."
"Wait. Before we go further, I have
something I want to say to you privately. This is to go no further
than the two of us." She reached down the front of her blouse. David
was about to object when she withdrew a badge and dropped it on his
desk. "Sorry about that, but it's the safest place to keep it. I'm
agent Beverly Furrows with the Justice Department, FBI. This demeanor
is just a disguise. I can tell that it set you off. It's designed to
disturb people to make things happen. If people respond as you do,
they usually don't have anything to hide. So I feel from your
response that I can trust you. I'm here on a tip that someone on the
inside of this project is planning sabotage."
"Sabotage?"
"Now don't get excited. It's not the
sort of things where bombs go off, filling the sky with fireballs.
It's more a case of things not going according to spec, so that the
current contractor is released and another gets a chance to come in
and fill their shoes. Problems with alignment, amplifiers failing,
magnets going down. Problems are your business, and I was lucky to
get your office as assignment."
"Did you have anything to do with
Laura being ill?"
"No, and I apologize for equating my
luck with her misfortune. If it will help to ease your mind, the
government will pick up her bills that the insurance company doesn't.
We'll also see that she has the best doctors available. But yours is
the ideal office to oversee any mistakes that are made. That way, I
can look at patterns as the reports come into your office as is
routine."
"Have you been briefed on operations
here?"
"I'm assigned to science and
technology oriented cases because of my education and practical
background. I have been briefed on the workings of the accelerator
and the companies involved in construction and management. I can even
be a good secretary. But remember that all of this is between the two
of us. If you leak this information, you could find yourself in
serious trouble for interfering with an investigation."
"I'm not sure that I like this."
"Probably just as well that you don't,
since my appearance disturbed you when you came in. That way, you'll
keep on being disturbed, and no one will be the wiser to my identity.
I'm sorry that this has fallen on your shoulders, but it is a serious
matter. The government is pouring a lot of money into this project.
We do not look favorably upon people trying to hinder the effort that
taxpayer money funds."
"What do you need from me?" he
asked.
"Access to files, which I already have
in my position. I may need your knowledge of the system, code words,
passwords, and authorization when needed for access. Also to cover
for me when I go after information, as if you assigned me the task.
I'm going to make people nervous, and your assurance that I am
working under your orders will make my job easier."
"Who else here knows about your
purpose?"
"Only two others. Mr. Evans and Mr.
Lincott. You may confer with them, but don't be obvious about doing
so. For you to approach them might draw suspicion upon me, and I
don't want that. Neither do my superiors."
"What about that plaque of yours?"
"Part of my disguise. It was a gift
from several fellow agents as a joke. I have handled some pretty
rough assignments. I guess you could call it a sign of respect in a
left handed way. I'd like to keep it on my desk. I know that you will
be the butt of some jokes because of it. If you need my help in
getting through this, I'll be glad to do what I can."
"What am I going to tell Sarah about
this? She knows me too well. She'll sense that I am hiding
something."
"I'll have someone contact her and
brief her on the affair. But it's not something that you two should
discuss in detail. We are dealing in high tech espionage, and your
residences could be bugged or watched. She'll be contacted away from
the house. We may need you to ask her to run an errand for you to set
up the meeting."
"She won't like this."
"Well, I am sorry for the
inconvenience, but our files show that you are dedicated to seeing
things through to completion. It is our estimation that you'll do
what is necessary to see any wrong righted, especially on a project
of this magnitude."
"I guess, if it must be. How can I be
sure that this is on the level? How do I know that you are not
someone else playing the part of FBI?"
"Call from a pay phone to regional
headquarters. They will verify my identity. My superior is Jake
Holstein. Is there anything else you need to know?"
"Not at the moment. Do you need my
help now?"
"No. I have access to plenty to keep
me busy for a couple of days. Just treat me like a normal replacement
secretary with a weird personality." She replaced the badge down her
blouse and went back to the foyer.
Sarah was waiting for David
when he got home that evening. He got in her car before she had the
chance to get out of hers. "Do you have any idea I talked to today?"
she asked, seeming rather annoyed.
"FBI?"
"So you knew about this."
"Yes. Look, I'm sorry. I don't have
any say in this. I don't even know fully what is going on. I'm pretty
sure that you were told not to discuss this with me in depth. I
really don't know what is going on, except they suspect someone there
of foul play. I don't know who, what, or why. I was just told to
cooperate with them, and part of that was sending you out on an
errand so they could catch you where you would be sure not to be
overheard talking with them. I got the word from my boss to cooperate
and not ask needless questions and act normal. It hasn't been a very
good day for me. The agent is this weird woman that replaced
Laura."
"The one you told me about this
morning on the phone?"
"Yeah. She's the agent, and I'm
supposed to show her the ropes in an inconspicuous way. At least I
can publicly blame my bad day on her. I got all kinds of snide jokes
thrown at me today."
"So you are not in a good mood like
you warned."
"Worse than I had imagined I would be
at that point. Do you want to come inside?" he asked.
"Not if you're going to be in that bad
of a mood. I don't want to be your whipping horse."
"Sarah, I don't take my bad moods out
on you."
"Not intentionally, but some of it
does wear off. Why are we sitting out here?"
"I was warned that my house might be
bugged. We can't talk about the FBI stuff inside. So we have to talk
about it here in your car."
"Oh. Is it that serious?"
"I have no idea. I'm just going on
what I was told. Actually, I want to forget about it, get my mind on
something else."
"Do you think that this could be
dangerous for you?"
David shrugged. "I doubt that it would
be. Not for something like this. This is just an investigation to
find out if and who. I don't think that they are sure that anything
is even going on. I think that they are working on suspicion and not
fact. This just may all be somebody's fantasy for all I know."
"I guess I can come in for a while,
but let me warn you that if you start acting grumpy or sullen, I'm
going home."
"Okay, if you stay bright and
cheerful."
"It won't be easy."
"We can both try. I need food in my
stomach. We can eat and snuggle and watch TV. I think that there is a
good movie on tonight. 'Attack of the Sun Creature.' It should be
perfect for the day I had today. Can't be any stranger."
"Is she really that weird?" asked
Sarah.
"On the surface she is. It's hard to
tell what is beneath except that she can be very serious. I hope you
don't get notions of being jealous."
"Should I be?"
"Not by a long shot. One hundred
eighty degrees from it. What do you feel like eating?" David
inquired.
"How about something hot and
spicy?"
"As long as it doesn't contain
anything black."
They went in the house and cooked
together and ate and watched the movie before turning in for bed.
Neither felt romantic, but they were not fast in going to sleep. They
both needed the comfort of the other.
The rest of the week saw
nothing unusual. Beverly began to learn the details of being David's
secretary. She said little about her investigation to him, except to
request certain files. He showed them to her as normal training
procedure. They spoke little except for matters about the job, but as
time wore on, he began to accept her better, getting used to her
appearance and seeing beneath it. The jokes about her continued, but
they seemed to letting up as they were told and retold and most of
the bases were covered. They became rather boring for David, and
people were getting tired of not getting a response from him.
Once David was reasonably sure that
Beverly had the routine fairly well understood, he started going back
to work, overseeing and testing the installations on the accelerator.
The magnets had already been installed and tested, and the work was
concentrating on the emitters. This was more sensitive and liable to
false readings, since there were superconductors involved, and things
had yet to be fully calibrated. They were not ready to bring the
emitters up to power yet, and the true tests would come only when
they went on line. But there was enough testing and inspecting to be
done on the control circuits. The work was tedious and required more
focus than the week had left David. He was having to go back and
retest a number of circuits, simply because he was so easily
distracted.
He made the excuse of having to break
in Beverly and concentrate on two levels at once. The others made
allowances, since everyone had liked Laura and knew that David must
miss her presence in the office. He had little trouble in hiding what
was really bothering him. Along with the disruption, Beverly's
presence made him doubt and suspect those around him of possibly
being saboteurs. But he was not certain that there were any, so he
had little trouble dismissing such thoughts fairly quickly.
Things slowly began to fall back into
routine with him.
The next Tuesday, David found
himself with nothing for him to do. All the tests he could perform
without stepping into someone else's territory had been completed. He
returned to his office, hoping to find something waiting his
attention, but there was nothing. He was faced with time to kill
while waiting for things to progress to where he was needed again.
This happened on occasion with this job, and he usually spent them
talking to Laura, seeking her perspective on the way things were
going. It often gave him information on things that he was missing.
Sometimes it sent him back to work, sometimes it didn't.
He decided to give Laura a call. A
live-in nurse answered the phone and gave the phone to Laura. "Hey,
David. It's business hours. Come to a dead spot in the schedule?"
"How well you know me. How are you
doing?"
"Getting better, it seems. I seem to
be responding to treatment, though more slowly than I'd like. I am
walking some without passing out. How is my replacement? Is she not
performing my job for me?"
"She's learning, though she isn't
you."
"I heard that she is a wild woman. Too
rich for your blood?"
David chuckled. "I guess that you
could say that, but I'd think that she is more than her exterior
shows. I haven't had the time to get to know her that well yet."
"Then maybe you should, if you are at
a dead spot."
"Maybe I should. I'd rather that you
were back here."
"So do I, but I'm not that much better
yet. These things take time. This is not a common cold I've got."
"I know. I hate to see you in this
predicament."
"Can't get along without me?"
"Oh, I'm managing, though not nearly
as easily without you. I was thinking more along the lines that I
hate to see you suffer like this. You are such an energetic person.
The confinement to a bed must be driving you up a wall."
"Oh, how sweet of you."
"Well, it's just the way that I feel.
You've become important to me."
"What would Sarah say if she heard you
now?"
"I don't think she'd mind at all. She
knows how I care for people. She had accepted you quite well."
"More than you think, David. We have
had long talks about you over the phone."
"You have?"
Laura chuckled. "Now don't go feeling
insecure. We weren't cutting you to ribbons, at least not often. It
was more along the lines of relating the things that affected you at
work and at home so that we could better understand why you were
acting the way you were. They helped each of us deal with you more
knowledgeably."
"Oh?"
Laura chuckled. "Now don't feel so
tromped. We were usually quite kind to you. It was a matter of
caring. You and Sarah talked about me, did you not? Same thing."
"I miss you. Not just the job, either.
You did a lot for me on a personal basis. I miss our talks."
"So do I. I'm glad that you called.
It's nice to hear your voice. Picks up my spirits."
"Are you up to a visit?" he
inquired.
"Any time. You know where to find me.
I'm not traveling much these days. Only time I get out is a trip to
the hospital for tests."
"Are you in any pain?"
"No. I'm just tired of staying in bed.
That's the worst of it. Bed pans and being treated like a little
baby. But my nurse is good at her job. Cheerful and respectful, but
she doesn't know me well enough to hold a conversation all day long.
I'm getting tired of watching TV. Those are my only complaints."
"Well, I'll drop by after work today,
if that is acceptable to you."
"I'd love your company. But take time
to get to know my replacement. Take her to lunch and find out what
makes her tick."
"Maybe I will."
"No maybes. Do it."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Uh oh. Time for my daily exercises. I
need to let you go. Can't let my muscles atrophy. Drop by if you can.
I'd love to see you."
"Okay. Anything you want for passing
the time?"
"One thing you could do for me. I had
to have my lap top processor serviced. I got a call that it is ready,
but I obviously can't go get it. Could you go pick it up for me? I've
got an account, so it won't cost you to pick it up."
"Consider it done."
"Thank you. Now let me go and take
your new secretary out to lunch."
"Yes, ma'am. Bye."
"Bye, David."
He hung up and went into the foyer of
his office. "Lucinda, are you busy for lunch?"
"Not today. Why?"
"I was wondering if you would like go
to out to lunch with me."
"Are you sure that your reputation
could stand it?"
"People are getting used to you."
"Why?" she inquired.
"I guess that you have been here long
enough for your appearance to become accepted."
"I was asking why you wanted to take
me to lunch."
"Oh, I guess it's habit. I used to
take Laura to lunch several times a week. We talked shop and
discussed personal matters. It helped us work together better to have
that time to address problems. It made things flow. We learned what
to do and what not to do with each other. I was thinking that maybe
we could do the same, take away some of the awkwardness between us.
I'm not trying to pry anything out of you that you don't want to
reveal to me. Just little things so we can judge each other
better."
"Okay. I see no harm in that. Part of
the job. Sure. At noon?"
"Any reason that you can't go now?" he
asked.
"No. Nothing pressing."
"Then let's go."
"Okay. "
They left the office and headed for
the parking lot. They took his car and went to a restaurant he
visited on occasion, avoiding his regular spots where she might raise
eyebrows and start people talking. They were seated, and Beverly
finally broke the silence she had kept on the way over.
"I guess you want to know how I'm
doing."
"Well, I'm curious, yes, but I wasn't
going to ask. That is your business, and I don't see myself with much
need to know. I'm not expecting a report from you."
"That is a pleasant surprise, I must
say. I am making some progress. Most of what I've found is coming
from repair files. There is an inordinate amount of needed repairs of
materials that checked out before shipping, more than one would
expect. And they seem to concern the critical control equipment. From
what I can ascertain, the target seems to be to get the accelerator
to fail where collapse would cause the most damage to the most
expensive components. High backlash once the system goes on
line."
"Is this your analysis or is someone
advising you?" he asked.
"Yes, it's mine. I told you that I
have a background in technology. I have seven degrees. A BS in
electrical engineering, a BS and a MS in physics, a BS in math, a BS
in chemistry, a BA in foreign languages, and a BA in criminology. It
wasn't as hard as it may sound. After getting all the required
courses for physics where I started, it was just a matter of taking
enough of the other courses to fill the major requirements with the
course of study, and much of that was during my first degree. In
physics, you have to take a lot of math and chemistry, and E.E. was
my minor. My mother was an interpreter, and she taught me a lot for a
good head start in languages. My criminology came last after I had
joined the FBI. They paid for the last two, along with my masters.
They wanted someone really sharp in science investigation. I was the
most likely candidate."
"How long did all this take?"
"Eight years."
"Why did you go into the FBI?"
"Following in my dad's footsteps.
Research was overcrowded, and there was a lot of research being
dropped. Not much of a future in it unless you specialized in
particle emission for SDI. You had to be on the inside and proven to
get into that."
"So you are having no problem
understanding the project."
"None, I'm very at home working around
Mev and digital analysis. I was briefed on the design specs before I
came here. My biggest problem has been the filing system. That always
takes time in learning."
"And here I thought that you'd be in
over your head."
"No. Just because I look this way
doesn't mean that I can't keep up with anybody at the plant. In fact,
I look this way because it leads people to that same conclusion. No
one would suspect me of being able to follow their technical
conversations, and that leads people to talk as if I weren't there. I
don't usually dress or groom like this. It has taught me a lot about
the way people react to radical fashion in the scientific world, not
to mention the real world. I'm on a twenty four hour routine."
"Sounds like you lead a difficult
life."
"I like to think of it as
challenging."
"So tell me more about yourself."
"Such as?" she prompted.
"Favorite foods, music, books,
hobbies, stuff like that. What turns you on when you have free
time?"
"Well, I'm single, as are most women
in the FBI. No regular boy friend. I travel too much for that. I take
what I can get on the run, like most of the guys in the bureau. I
like Chinese and Italian food, but I'll eat most anything that isn't
too unhealthy. Can't be routine while I'm in disguise. I like most
forms of music except crying-in-your-beer country, but I don't pay
too much attention to it. I read mostly non-fiction, and I have
little time for recreational reading. My biggest hobby is resting
from assignments, doing as little as possible. I have a part time
maid for that. I'm not at home often, so I rent a security
apartment.
"Most of my life is professional. I
work out as much as possible to stay in shape. I play a mean game of
racquet ball. I like to swim. Most everything I do is designed to
keep me alive and make me a better agent. I know that it doesn't
sound very glamorous, and by most standards it isn't. But it's the
way I have chosen to go. I feel that I'm making this country a better
place to live. I don't always agree with policy, but most of that is
quite minor."
"Sounds rough."
"It's something that one needs to meet
head on. I can't afford to be sloppy. It gets taxing at times, and
I've faced my share of dangerous situations, but it's also full of
boredom. There are hours and hours of paper work and surveillance
situations where there is nothing to do but watch nothing happen.
That is harder than the rough spots."
"Any regrets at all over the things
that you're missing?"
"Sure, but I don't think that there is
a person alive that has no regrets or desire for more than life
gives. It's human nature. But mine are relatively minor. Not nearly
enough to make me change my ways."
"I take it from the way you confide in
me that I pass the criteria for being beyond suspicion. "
"Yes. You have a high security
clearance. Squeaky clean as we call it. And my findings confirm it.
Most of the failures wouldn't be available to you, and everything you
handle shows to be in proper working order when you finish with it.
While I never rule out anyone completely, I'd be very surprised to
find you involved in this. I take a lot of value in first
impressions, and your first impression of me convinced me that you
are on the up and up."
David chuckled. "I apologize for the
way I responded to you the first day. I wasn't being fair to you. I'm
not usually so quick to deny people benefit of the doubt. It was just
you're being there instead of Laura, and that sign you have on your
desk. I was thinking more in terms of impression that people coming
to see me would get."
"No need at all. I take no offense. I
designed this to get that response. You reacted as expected. If I had
come in glamorous and you had let your tongue hit the floor, then I
might have been offended."
The waiter brought their meal, and
they began to eat. During the meal, Beverly demonstrated her
knowledge of current events. She discussed national and international
affairs, professional football and basketball, the economic trends,
both local and national, and added a bit of tabloid gossip to the
list. David was duly impressed, but he noticed a lack of opinion. "Do
you have any personal feelings over all this?"
"We learn to keep our feelings to
ourselves except in disguise, and that often is invented and isn't
our own. Opinion tends to step on toes. I know that it can sound like
I'm a bit cold, though I'm not. I'm just careful. I try hard not to
alienate the few people around whom I can feel comfortable."
"Is that a general statement, or is
there an implication in there toward me?"
"I do rather like you. Not that I'd go
chasing you, since you are already involved with Sarah. But I do like
the way that you think. You are intelligent, inventive, witty, and
fun-loving to a point. There is a quiet sense of class to you. I like
that. But don't expect me to show it at work. It doesn't fit the
guise of Lucinda."
"I understand."
"I guess what I like about you most is
that you've never jumped on my case. You took a lot of heat because
of me, you didn't even particularly like me in the beginning. But
despite all you endured over me, you never once took it out on me.
You were very fair. That is a rare trait in this society of today. I
appreciate that. I consider Sarah lucky to have you. I also like the
way you blush."
David sighed and couldn't think of
anything to say. Beverly smiled and winked at him and continued
eating. David insisted on paying, citing a larger paycheck as
justification, denying sexist motives.
In the parking lot, Beverly stopped
David. "The reason I didn't talk on the way over is playing to the
side of caution, on the off chance that your car is bugged by someone
other than me. I want to say that I truly appreciate the caution that
you have shown about discussing my true identity with others. I hope
that you continue to be as cautious in the future. Let me say that
whomever is working against the construction of the accelerator is
well funded and cunning. I'd hate to see you get hurt."
"Itll do my best."
"I know that you will." She gave him a
warm smile, then gestured him on to the car.
Work progressed on the
accelerator
.. and David's dead spot ended. He was
soon quite busy testing the installations, working long hours. He
took Beverly to lunch when he could afford the time, and they became
better friends as the days rolled on.
She found more evidence as time
progressed, but she was still stumped for a suspect. She had narrowed
leads, but there were still too many that could be sabotaging the
efforts of construction, and the clues pointed to more than one
person, since everybody on her list couldn't be associated with every
failure. This made things more difficult for her to determine, but
she stayed tenaciously on the investigation. It became obvious to her
that the saboteurs were wise to efforts to uncover their work.
Equipment that had been repaired was once again showing failure. The
failures became less obvious, but they were designed to accomplish
the same results, damage to the entire system when it was initiated
into operation. She became more wary in her accessing files, finding
justification for each search, turning more to David for written
orders to access certain files. Since he was a primary person in
testing, she had the cover she needed.
Sarah began to question David's
feelings toward Beverly. He assured her that his feeling were purely
professional and gave her extra attention, even though he was often
too tired to do a satisfactory job of it. She sensed that his opinion
had softened, but she didn't know how much and in what direction. She
had never felt jealous of Laura, since Laura often followed David
home and the three of them would have dinner together. This let Sarah
talk to Laura and the friendship that grew removed any
suspicions.
But with Beverly playing the part of
Lucinda, it was not appropriate for her to visit, and the two had
never met. The lack of contact felt to Sarah like secrecy, which it
was, for protection against the saboteurs. But she was not at all
certain that that was as far as it went, though she tried to believe
David. She tried her best not to let the suspicions get the best of
her, but the strain began to show.
So all three were not at their very
best when time came for the first active tests to be run for the
accelerator. Beverly requested with top management that the site be
closed to all but the testing crews, excluding all on her suspect
list, until a final and thorough inspection of all the components
could be run before powering up. Her suggestion was considered but
denied as adding to cost overruns, since they were already behind
schedule. She sent out a request to her supervisor to intervene, but
the response did not come in time.
As she expected, the first run test,
done at minimal voltage, caused the system to fail. Fortunately, the
voltage was not enough to cause any severe damage to the system. They
had at least taken her warning seriously enough not run the first
test at full standard operating voltage as had been planned. There
were minimal plasma traces in the main tube, so inspection went ahead
immediately with all but the most trusted personnel removed from the
plant.
The trouble had been located in the
control section and the parts that had failed were replaced. Again
Beverly advised caution and requested a thorough inspection of all
control sections. Again her request was denied in favor of not going
too far over-budget.
The test proceeded at minimal voltage
necessary to create the ion stream, though there was little
acceleration involved in the stream. This seemed to satisfy the
management, and tests at higher voltages and stronger magnetic fields
were ordered. At this point, both Beverly and David made one last
final plea, pointing out that some of the failures noted in the
inactive tests had shown that some of the failures would not occur
until the voltage level was at normal operating levels.
The accelerator was brought on line,
and the voltage was raised from eleven megavolts and raised in three
megavolt increments. Everything proceeded smoothly until they got
into the sixty megavolt range. Then there was a fluctuation in
particle emission, and David went against management's orders and
shut down the ion flow and accelerating magnets.
There had been a heavy flow of plasma,
so the tests that David wanted to do required heavily protective
suits. He and Lucinda went to get dressed for inspection of the main
tube. One of David's colleagues made a call for management to return
to the site, since they had left because everything had been running
so smoothly. The two were in the tube before management had returned.
They began walking the tube, looking for signs of damage and items
that might have caused the fluctuation.
David carried test equipment and
checked for signs of plasma residue, magnetic anomalies, static
voltage, and radiation, hoping to spot something out of the ordinary
to see if there was a physical cause for the fluctuation rather than
electronic. After walking half the circuit, David noticed a reading
on his voltage meter. He felt the hair on his neck start to rise, and
he signaled Beverly that they needed to evacuate the area.
His other equipment started to
indicate growing levels, and the air outside the suit started to glow
with a ghostly blue luminosity. He realized that the system was up
and running. He watched in horror as the voltage meter began to rise
into the megavolt range and go off the scale. He switched to a higher
range and watched it continue to rise.
David then expected that he had but a
few minutes, if that long, to survive. The accelerator was the
largest and most powerful in history, and the only exit was the one
they had entered, and it was a good mile and a half's walk away. He
pulled Beverly to the wall and pushed her down and then tried to
cover her, shielding her from the flow.
"What are you doing?" she
complained.
"Look at the air. It's glowing. The
system is running. We are probably going to die. Look, five megavolts
and rising." He pushed the static voltage meter in front of her face
plate. He saw the comprehension and resulting alarm on her face. He
looked again and watched the reading go right off the scale.
The light changed from blue to a dim
gold-white in the center of the tube, and it started growing more
brilliant.
"What is that?" she inquired.
David watched in fascination at the
stream that grew turbulent after it passed them. "Something that has
never before been seen close at hand and later described by man.
Plasma, the fourth state of matter, at megavolt levels. No one has
ever survived contact with it or close proximity to it. Our presence
is disrupting the flow. Look at the turbulence."
"We are going to die, aren't we?"
David never got to answer. The
brilliance flared, and David watched in sheer agony as the meter
registered over three hundred megavolts. They never saw the collapse
of the field as the system failed. Their brains shut down as the
energy penetrated the insulation of the suits, blinding them in
unspeakable pain and into blackness.
David woke in a bare bed in a
mostly bare, white painted room. He was surprised to be alive and
waking. He had fully expected to be quite dead. He was quite groggy,
but the few apparatus that existed in the room told him that he was
still in the corporal realm. He looked first at his arms, and other
being a bit pink and tender to the touch, they appeared quite normal.
There were no windows in the room, only one door that was more a
hatch than anything else. He knew that he was in isolation. He
spotted a microphone along the wall. Then there was the sound of an
intercom being turned on.
"David, can you speak?"
He realized that he had pulled loose a
trip wire as he raised his arms. That signaled to someone that he had
stirred. He coughed, then tried to speak. His vocal chords felt odd,
but he had no trouble in speaking. "Yeah, I think so. Who is this?
What happened?"
"Gavrinson. How are you feeling?"
"Confused. Will you tell me what
happened? Who activated the accelerator while we were inside the main
flow path?"
"Nobody."
"What?"
"The control system did that on its
own. We surmise that a digital delay switch was installed or
programmed into the controls. It booted itself up and then climbed
right up off the scales. It went to overload and bypassed every
safeguard that we installed. The accelerator is one big junk yard.
Blew out everything. Magnets, controls, emitter, the works. All we
got out of it was the hard copy of the incident. I am truly amazed
that you and Lucinda survived."
"She's alive?"
"In the adjoining chamber, through
that door. She shows vital signs, but she hasn't stirred yet."
"I take it that somebody had the gall
to get suited up and pull us out. Why are we in isolation?"
"You are as hot as a nuclear
firecracker."
"A walking uranium grenade, huh?"
"Not that heavy, but you are hot. Too
hot to handle."
"If I'm so hot, why aren't I suffering
from involuntary muscular contractions and burned to a charred crisp?
Was I treated with curare or something? I was exposed to plasma. I
should be cooked well done."
"You haven't been treated in any way
except when you were removed from your suit, and that was to
decontaminate the outside of the suit so that you wouldn't suffer any
further exposure. As to your condition, your guess is as good as
ours. We haven't the faintest idea why you are still alive. Baffled
describes it pretty well. Can you give us any clues?"
"Not in the least. Uh, to change the
subject, do you have a way to get things to me? I'd like some
clothes."
"We want to keep you hooked up to the
sensors for the time being."
"I guess that radio remotes are out of
the question."
"You'd drown out any signal. The only
things that work in there are things that aren't affected by
radiation. You aren't coming through too clearly. We've shielded the
leads as well as possible, but it's pretty scratchy. How are you
reading us?"
"No static, clear. What about food?"
David asked.
"You have an appetite?"
"Some. I assume that you are reading
my rad count. What's my level?"
"Variable. That's the strange thing.
You should be putting out a constant level, but you're not."
"Then give me the range."
"Background to off the scale. Another
thing, David. You gained some weight during the incident."
"How much?"
"Oh, a hundred ninety pounds, if your
medical records were accurate. You weighed in at three seventy."
"What?"
"We figure that you were transmutated.
Another thing. There was an accident in removing your suit by
remotes. You kept fogging the camera plates. One went out, and when
we put in another, the remote was pressing into your arm with ninety
pounds of pressure. With the area of contact, puncture should have
occurred at thirty one. You have a very tough hide."
"One hot and heavy armadillo,
huh?"
"At least you retained your sense of
humor."
"Ha ha. You try being in my shoes with
a straight face."
"Don't panic on us."
"Don't worry. I do want to see
Beverly."
"Who?" asked Gavrinson.
"Lucinda. Her real name is
Beverly."
"Oh?"
"FBI. I assume that they have been
notified."
"She was an agent?"
"Why do say was?"
"Pardon, a slip of the tongue. Her
vitals are still regular, though a bit elevated, as are yours. I was
thinking along the lines that she'll do the FBI no further good in
her state. We'll notify them."
"She said that her supervisor's name
was Jake Holstein. Her name is Beverly Furrows."
"Okay. I see that your memory is
intact. Wait a minute. We just got the signal that she has moved. Let
me get back to you. We had to rig this set up in a hurry. I can only
talk to you one at a time."
"Harris, before you go, let me ask if
my vitals have fluctuated to any great degree since you started
monitoring."
"None out of the ordinary."
"Then I'm going to remove the sensors.
I don't feel weak or ill. Can I open the door to the other room where
she is?"
"Yes, it's a simple chock and cam.
Quarter turn counter- clockwise. But I wish that you'd leave the
sensors in place so that we can monitor you. We don't know what will
happen."
"And I don't want to be cut off alone
like this. I want to talk to Beverly. She might not react as calmly
as I did."
"Okay. We just lost her readings. I
think that she removed hers."
"Talk to her. I'll be joining her
soon, and Harris, get some clothes to us. I don't think that she is
particularly modest from what I've gathered in our conversations, but
it would make things more comfortable between us. Please."
"All right."
David removed the sensors and went to
the door. He turned the locking wheel and opened the door a crack.
"Beverly, it's David. I'm as immodestly attired as you are. Do you
mind my coming in?"
"Please do. David, what is going on?
What happened to us?"
"It seems that we survived the ion
stream, but certain things happened to us that no one seems to know
how to explain."
"Who is that on the intercom?"
"A colleague of mine from the plant.
Medical section, specializing in radiation poisoning. Charley
Gavrinson is his name."
"Oh. Well, are you coming in, or are
you going to be shy?"
David opened the door and found her
sitting on her bed. She eyed him with a smile. "Not bad for an
egghead. What gives?"
"All I know is that we survived, that
we are quite radioactive, and that we are heavier than before.
Speculation is that we transmutated under the ion stream. How do you
feel?"
"Okay, but different. Kind of funny.
No pain, but it feels different in a way I can't describe it."
"Same here. By all accounts, we should
have died, but we didn't. We have changed, and it has everyone
including us scratching their heads. This is like something out of
the early fifties."
"What?"
"Like an old sci-fi film. Solar Woman
and Neutrino Man."
"Is there anything to eat? I'm
hungry."
"That might be a problem. We have
doubled our weight in the incident, meaning that we have changed
chemically. Normal food might poison us."
"They said this?"
"No, the thought just came to me."
"Oh, no. We survived plasma contact
just to starve to death. Would you come over here and hold me? I need
the touch of someone right now. Please don't be shy, David. I'm not
trying to pull you away from Sarah."
"Sarah. I hadn't even thought about
her. Gavrinson, has my lady Sarah Thurman been notified?"
"Not to my knowledge."
"How long have we been
unconscious?"
"Seventy six hours."
"Three days? She must have called the
plant and been told. Would you get someone to notify her that I am
still alive? Please. I'd like to talk to her. Has anyone been
notified about this?"
"No, it's been kept quiet. We are
contacting the FBI for Ms. Furrows. But otherwise, only the key
people in the agencies involved are being informed until we know
better the results of the incident."
"You told them?" asked Beverly.
"Yes, I told them. I don't see how it
matters at this point. You won't be going back on the job in your
condition, not as hot as you are."
"I guess not. Oh, David, what am I
going to do?"
Beverly started fighting back tears
and sobs, and David was hit hard emotionally by her response. He
moved to her side and put his arm around her. The moment he made
contact with her, they both started to glow brightly. David tried to
break contact, but the surge he felt took away all voluntary control.
The brightness became blinding, and they both felt a violent snap to
their bodies. The brightness was gone instantaneously.
They looked around and saw a
flat dusty red plain as far as the eye could see, and a flood of
knowledge came to them. They were stunned into immobility as
realization upon realization crowded into their minds. They could not
judge time in this state, but it lasted for quite a while.
When it stopped, they looked at each
other and started laughing, realizing that they were in mental
contact with each other, thinking as one. They broke contact
physically and the intensity of the contact diminished to where they
thought separately, but the link remained to where they could easily
sense what the other thought.
"Talk about wild!" said Beverly. "Such
power."
"I think that we had better get back
to Earth. They will be concerned about us. We should at least tell
them what happened."
"If you say so."
"It's only proper that we do. No
telling what they might do if we don't. I don't want people to wonder
when we could save them grief."
"Okay. But I think that we had best
get dressed first."
"Okay, in our own bodies. Let's not go
changing just yet, so they still recognize us."
"Right. We have plenty of time to
experiment once we get that behind us. This is purely wild." Beverly
started laughing again. She clothed herself in garments that dazzled
the imagination, showing shifting three dimensional geometric
patterns in intricate detail, a delight to the eye as would crystal,
diffracting light in delicate designs. David chose to wear a
conservative tuxedo, white shirt, and red bow tie.
"My, how handsome."
"You never looked lovelier,
Beverly."
"Considering my previous disguise,
that is not much of a compliment."
"Picky, picky, picky. You look
stunning and fabulous, a vision of pure delectation."
"That's better. Shall we?"
They set their minds for Earth and
vanished from the plain.
They appeared in the room and
repaired the damage that the reaction of their disappearance had
caused, removing all traces of radioactivity. David spoke. "We're
back, Gavrinson."
"What happened in there? The reading
went right off the chart and the place shook like an empty coffee can
bouncing down a cliff."
"You have such a marvelous way with
words. Unfortunately I can't be so inventively articulate and
comprehensible at the same time. We underwent a most interesting
metamorphosis."
"What took place to make this
metamorphosis happen?"
"I touched Beverly. I can't stand
crying women."
"You touched her, and that caused the
eruption?"
"Such loquacious elocution. Gavrinson,
that almost sounds dirty."
Beverly giggled.
"Will you give me a straight
answer?"
"Take my word for it, it was more
earth-shattering for us than it was for you. We made physical
contact, and that created a reaction. We were transformed both
physically and mentally and arrived in a different plain of
existence. We are no longer radioactive. Albeit, we are no longer
quite human either. Gavrinson, would you call an assembly of the key
personnel of the project so that we don't have to repeat ourselves
without end. We'd appreciate having to explain all this only
once."
"David, you can't come out of there.
The door has been jammed shut."
"That poses no problem for us at this
stage. Please, Gavrinson, make the call. We pose no threat or danger
to anyone. Have everyone assemble in the project auditorium by four
o'clock. We'll arrive there and start the explanation promptly.
Anyone arriving late will just have to ask others for what they
missed. Video taping would not be a bad idea."
"David, are you feeling okay?"
"I'm feeling fabulous. I have an
errand to run, so we'll be leaving now. The door has been unsealed,
if inspection teams want to look for us here where we will no longer
be. I know that it sounds crazy, Charley, but Beverly and I have
never been so in charge of our sanity in our lives. Trust us. See you
at the auditorium at four. Don't be late."
They vanished from the chamber.
Sarah was sitting in the
living room of her house, feeling sick to her stomach. David appeared
behind her silently. He put his hand on her shoulder, calming her so
that she wouldn't jump half out of her wits. She turned around to
look at him. "Where have you been? I've been worried sick about
you."
"You aren't the only one. Something
happened, Sarah. No, don't jump to conclusions. I'm okay. In fact,
I'm better than okay. Stay seated. This is not going to be easy for
you to take. Just know that I am fine and there is no need to worry
over me anymore. I'm sorry that you weren't notified of what happened
at the plant, but things have been very hush-hush. There was an
incident during testing."
"An accident?"
"No, it was intentional sabotage. By
all stretches of the imagination as is commonly known to man, I
should have died days ago, but I didn't. What happened is beyond
human science at it currently stands. Now just sit quietly and don't
interrupt with any questions until I finish. Hear me out first before
you ask. There is a lot to explain, and I need to be somewhere in an
hour. Please don't slow me down. I'll make everything clear to you if
you remain quiet. Okay?"
"Okay. Why are you dressed like that?"
Sarah asked.
"Whim. Now no more questions." David
started relating the full story about Beverly and the tests and the
exposure to the plasma stream and the events in the room when he woke
afterwards to the point to where he touched Beverly. Sarah sat in
shock and disbelief.
"I know that it is hard to imagine.
Believe me, I know all too well. It's well etched into my memory. But
now comes the hard part."
"The hard part?"
"Yes, the hard part. Beverly started
crying. It was just too much for her to handle, as you can now well
imagine. And you know me and crying women. You've used that on me
more than once to get your way. I tried to calm her by putting my arm
around her. Donit get jealous, or I won't tell you the rest."
"Okay. You were just trying to calm
her down."
"Yes. I was thinking of you worrying
yourself to death at the time. My mind was on your feelings, not on
starting anything with Beverly. It's the truth. When I touched her,
our stored energies combined, and we both underwent a transformation
to what we are now. I may look normal to you, but I'm as far from
normal human as you can get. Of all the old sci-fi movies that we
saw, none of them comes close to the strangeness that wet'e become. I
guess that you could call us reality brokers. That is my favorite
choice. Gods would be more traditional. We can change reality to suit
our desires. We have decided not to ply our trade on Earth except to
set a few things straight. We're going to repair the damage done to
the accelerator as a little demonstration of our abilities, then
depart elsewhere to live as we see fit."
"You're leaving?"
"Yes.
"What about me?"
"That's the whole point of my being
here. I'm offering to take you with us and make you into what we are.
The question is your ability to share me with Beverly. Will you stay
as you are now and say farewell to me, or do you learn to let Beverly
share in what we had going between us? Before you answer this, let
Beverly introduce herself to you."
Beverly appeared in the room. "Hello,
Sarah. I'm happy to finally meet the first woman that has made me
jealous in some time."
Sarah sat stunned at Beverly's sudden
appearance and at her beauty. "I. . . . I thought that David said
that you were really weird."
"That was before he got to know me
better. I was dressed to repulse when we first met. My current guise
is designed for a different reaction. Don't let the flash throw you
off. I could become plain old me of old, if it would help. But I
think that I have a better way. Would you consent to sharing minds
with me? That way you could see very quickly what kind of . . . . uh,
person I really am. It won't hurt, and I'll break off whenever you
like. I know that you have had doubts about me, having never met me
and only hearing about me. It was never my intention to make you
jealous. Rest assured, you were always first in David's mind."
"In this joining, you could see what I
think?"
"I already see what you think. I'm
offering you the chance to see what I think in return. And if you
like, I can pull David in on it as well, so you can see what he's
thinking. It's only fair that you make your choice with eyes open to
the truth. We wouldn't want you turning back once you became as we
are. Do you want to look?"
"Can't you see what I want?"
"Yes, but I think that consent in this
situation is best verbalized, for your sake."
"Okay. I'll look. But first a
question. Why am I accepting this so readily? This is so incredible
as to be unbelievable."
David sighed, "I'm the guilty one. I
had you accept me on the facts at face value. Like I said, we have an
appointment to keep at four. Time grows near for us having to go back
to the plant. If you had doubted me, we'd have never kept to our
schedule."
"And what if I decide to remain
behind?"
"Then I shall relinquish control of
your belief or erase your memory of the incident."
"What about the people from the
plant?"
"They won't remember that we were
associated, and you will believe that I died or the scenario of your
choosing. I'll leave it to you. I'm just suggesting. But let's
consider that after you experience our minds directly. At this point,
it's hypothetical and possibly a waste of precious time. Are you
ready?"
Sarah nodded and turned back to
Beverly. The linking began.
David smiled. "So, ladies and
gentlemen, I know that it's a tough pill to swallow, but that is what
happened. To distinguished members of the scientific community, my
word will not be enough. You will want proof, proof that can not be
denied. For that proof, Beverly and I have repaired all the damage to
the accelerator. And let me give you fair warning to any that might
get the notion that our experience can be repeated for others with
the ambition to follow in our footsteps. What happened to the two
of
us was a fluke. We have become what we
are now because of an effect of the programming for voltages that was
designed to destroy the accelerator, our exact positioning in the
tube, along with some other factors that aren't likely to occur in
the same combination again. Anybody that enters the tube and
experiences the ion and plasma stream is in all likeliness
experiencing their last experience. Sheer luck is not likely to be on
your side, not by a long shot. Don't be idiots. There are far more
pleasant methods of suicide, let me assure you. The pain we
experienced under the stream is not something you'd wish to
undergo.
"Beverly and I wish to thank you for
your patience. I know that our story is fantastic and not something
that you as scientists are accustomed to accepting, to say the least.
But enough of you have experienced these circumstances that we have
described, added along with the full repair of the accelerator, to
make believers out of enough of you. We don't expect everybody to
believe. We'd be fools to think that all of you will come away
accepting what has happened. It has never been the nature of
scientists to unanimously agree on anything, much less something this
astonishing.
"In parting, I would like to address
one final question that I sense among you. Some of you who do believe
are wondering why Beverly and I don't stick around and ply our newly
found powers for the good of mankind. I see some of you
conceptualizing all the good we could perform. My answer is this. I
do not wish to rob mankind of its dignity, nor do I wish to be the
one to dictate the manner in which everyone should behave. If we were
to remain, that is what we would end up doing. Maturing is a process
that comes to each organism that survives long enough to do so. It is
a painful process, one of hard lessons and firm drives. Mankind's
greatest asset is its drive toward betterment. Were we to handle the
problems of mankind, we would rob it of this asset. You'd no longer
have the drive for improvement. We refuse to take that from you. We
are not thieves.
"Our roots are human, but we no longer
are human. We would end up being resented for doing more than we
would for not doing, and that is also something we do not desire. We
are going elsewhere to undergo our own process of self-discovery,
someplace where no life will suffer from our ways and whims. We may
return on occasional visits to see old friends and update them on our
experiences, and if we think that mankind is ready, we may part with
a little knowledge of the essence of reality, if and only if we think
that you have matured enough to handle it. But I make no sure
guarantees. Time will tell.
"And on that note, we bid you ado and
farewell. We shall think of you often, and we shall be watching, even
if we are not here in physical being. Be careful with this planet.
Treat it well."
David and Beverly bowed and vanished
from the stage. They met up with Sarah back at her house. She smiled
at them. "Well, I guess that is done. Time to go."
"You two girls go on ahead without me.
I have one more matter to handle before leaving. I'll be there
shortly."
"Good. It will give us more of a
chance to compare notes about you."
"You don't scare me, Sarah. Now off
with you before I get gruff at your pseudo-threats."
They vanished, and David shut his
eyes. He opened them to see a door before him. He knocked. A
different nurse than before answered.
"I came by to see Laura."
"May I ask who is calling?"
"Tell Laura that David is here."
"One moment." She shut the door and
returned a minute later. "This way, please."
David followed her to the bedroom.
Laura looked up with a smile on her face. "I was beginning to think
that you'd never make good on your promise to visit me a second
time."
"End of the project busies. What can I
say?" David shrugged.
"Is the accelerator up and
running?"
"Like a gazelle. Smooth, clean, and
fast."
"So, was it a rocky finish?"
"I'll spare you the gory details."
"I thought so. I'd have seen you
sooner if it had been a smooth finish."
"True. You missed the worst part, so
consider your illness a blessing in disguise."
"Don't be too sure. I'd trade hard
labor to be cured of this. It's getting mighty old lying around in
bed all day."
"Not if you had to go through what I
went through, you wouldn't. Take my word for it, it was a real pain
with a capital P. You definitely got the better end of the bargain.
Are you getting any better?"
"Very, very slowly. I can sit up for a
while and make it to the bathroom by myself now, but I'm still in bed
for most of the day."
"Well, think positively. Positive
thinking is the best cure. A good attitude tells the body to do its
stuff. Tell this nasty bug to vacate the premises, and you'll be
running record sprints in no time."
"I wish."
"No wishing. You have to demand.
Wishing and hoping leaves room for doubt. Demanding doesn't. You tell
your body in no uncertain terms that it's going to get better.
Absolute authority. No wishy-washy, half-serious requests. Come on,
let me hear you say it. I am going to get better."
"I am going to get better."
"No soul or conviction. Say it like
you really mean it. Repeat after me. I'm one rough, tough mama,
GGGRRRRrrr. I am going to get better."
"Oh, David."
"Say it!"
"Oh, all right. I'm one rough, tough
mama. GGGRRRrrr. I am going to get better."
"Much better. Now keep telling
yourself that with the same intensity. No more moping and feeling
sorry for yourself."
"Okay. Thank you, David. Uh, now that
the project is completed, I guess that you'll be moving on."
David shrugged again. "Yeah. But you
haven't seen the last of me. Don't think that you're getting off
easy."
"I'll miss you."
"I'll miss you, too. But you'll see me
in the future, I promise. I don't forget old friends, and you have
been a good friend as well as being a good secretary. I'll be back to
see you sprint."
"Tell Sarah that I'll miss her
too."
"Will do. "
"Are you leaving soon?"
"On my way out of town now."
"I had a feeling."
"Just proves what good friends were
are."
"Kiss me good-bye?"
"Okay, but don't get serious, or you
may never get rid of me."
"I wish."
"Be careful for what you wish,
Laura."
"This is one wish I'd love to see come
true."
"You never were one for learning your
lessons except the hard way." He kissed her lightly, and she
prolonged it.
"I love you, David. It was an honor
knowing you."
"The honor is all mine, rough, tough
mama, and I'll be back."
"GGGGRRRrrr."
He left with a smile, his fingers
hesitating in her grasp before parting.